Monday, March 13, 2006

i lost count !!

i have finally figured out how to post to my journal !! 

i got home yesterday from 10 days recovering from brain surgery where they removed a 2 inch brain tumor .. i am happy to be alive

i am still rather confused .. a side effect of the surgery and words don't come easy for me .. but i needed to post an update for all the wonderful people who have been following my situation ... i don't know if you will ever realise how much y'all mean to me

sending hugs and promise to post more as my head clears :)

58 comments:

Anonymous said...

What a pleasant surprise to get an alert from your journal!

Anonymous said...

(((((((((PAM!!!!!!!))))))))))))

So good to hear from you!!!!

~~ jennifer

Anonymous said...

{{{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}}} Pam welcome home ~ so lovely to see you  ~  Ally x

Anonymous said...

Pam it is wonderful to hear from you again.  We have all been concerned and following your progress through the kindness of Nancy.  You are truly an inspiration to all of us!  Hopefully soon you will be back to yourself again but we're just as happy to see/hear the babbling too. God Bless you!

Anonymous said...

I was so excited to see an alert from your journal and that you were posting! It's so good to see that you're home and able to post.

Anonymous said...

((((((((((((((((((((((PAMMALAMMA!)))))))))))))))))))  Yay!  Oh my...you have no idea how you've just mad emy day hon'!  SOOO glad for you hon'.  Big ol freakin' gentle hugs...hugs upon hugs. ;)  C.  http://journals.aol.com/gdireneoe/thedailies

Anonymous said...

Welcome home Pam! I know I have missed you and have been praying for you since you disappeared. I hope everything goes fine for you and your family!!!~Faye

Anonymous said...

Pam!!   I am SO happy to see this post!   J-Land hasn't been the same since you've been gone!  Welcome back!    Yours is the very first journal I ever read, and you inspired me to do my own.   I've been praying for you and will continue to do so...I can't tell you how it warms my heart to see this entry.
Meg

Anonymous said...

Glad to see you back Pam!

Anonymous said...

What a thrill to have an alert from you Pam!  I am so encouraged to see you typing!  Wow!  Praise God!  {{{{Big, gentle hugs}}}}}
Traci

Anonymous said...

She's alive! Alive, I tell you.
http://www.filmkultura.hu/2005/articles/essays/images/gothic/02b_bride_of_frankenstein.jpg
We are relieved to hear from you directly. Recuperate well. A question: did they take the tumor from the 10% of your brain you use, or the 90% you don't use?
Never mind. Recuperate well.
-Paul

Anonymous said...

((((((Pamela)))))) Welcome home!  Lisa  :-]  

Anonymous said...

We are happy that you are alive too!  Thanks to Nancy for keeping us updated on you, Pamela.  You've been on my mind quite a bit lately.  Much love and hugs, Sheila

Anonymous said...

I was so happy to receive the alert from your journal.   You've been on my mind for the last week or so!  Glad you survived your surgery.  SO GLAD you are alive!
Kathy

Anonymous said...

Prayers and good thoughts and wishes of much strength going to you!

Derek
http://derekveal.blogspot.com/

Anonymous said...

I am so glad to hear from you. Keep positive.

Anonymous said...

Good to hear from you.  You are in my prayers.  Always.

Anonymous said...

Pam, it was so wonderful to get an alert from you this a.m!  I hope this finds you resting, and recovering well.  You're in my thoughts and prayers, as always.
Hugs,
xoxoxo
Heather

Anonymous said...

Sending you tons and tons of love and a speedy recovery!  Just can't keep a good woman down!  Welcome back! Barbara

Anonymous said...

I am so glad to hear from you! Praise the LOrd he has been looking after you!

Anonymous said...

(((((Pam)))))  I am so happy to hear from you!  Glad to know that the surgery went ok.  It was great of your sister to keep us informed.

Take care and keep in touch!

Kathy

Anonymous said...

Sending you more love than you KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And prayers glalore!!!

Anonymous said...

pam, so wonderful to see some words from you!!  
you have been in the thoughts and prayers of so many.  
please count me among the many.  ((giant healing hugs))

xo phinney

Anonymous said...

OMG! Pam!  You're back!  What a wonderful surprise when I saw your alert in my in box!  You have been in nearly all of JLands prayers!  So relieved that you got through the surgery!!!

Prayers going up for you every day!!  Get well!  Get strong!!

We love you!

jackie

Anonymous said...

I am so glad you posted! I was thinking about you the other day and wondering how you were. I will be praying for you.
hugs,
    Barbara

Anonymous said...

They say a picture is worth a thousand words, yours are worth a million my friend, they are the answer to millions of words that have been offered up in prayer for you. I can only hope that you know and can feel the love in this world for you. You look mahveous!!!!

Love and hugs,
Melissa

Anonymous said...

I am so happy you are back and posting I missed you so much Pam :) take care of you ok

Deb

Anonymous said...

Welcome back!!!!  This is just wonderful!!!  You have been greatly missed by many.  Things will improve day by day and you'll be back to yourself in no time at all!!  ((((Pam))))

Nicole

Anonymous said...

Welcome Back! You are a sight for sore eyes lady you've been missed.  Not a day went by that I didn't think of you and send a good wish your way.  Hugs!
d

http://journals.aol.com/nightmaremom/Thisandthatandhockey/

Anonymous said...

Welcome home, and my prayers are with you each day.  It is a Blessing to see you here again. I have missed you. I have been reading your journal for some time which I found from Mosie's journal.  Thanks so much to your sister Nancy who has kept us informed about you. You are such an inspiration. God Bless you always.

Jctopaz55

Anonymous said...

Oh, I am soooo happy to see a posting from you! We've missed you, and you have been in my thoughts so much. Your sister has been wonderful trying to keep us updated and starting the whole Yahoo group thing... but hearing directly from you? Priceless!
http://journals.aol.com/astaryth/AdventuresofanEclecticMind
http://adventuresofaneclecticmind.blogspot.com/

Anonymous said...

Get well soon Pam....
You've been in my thoughts and prayers...
So glad to hear from you =)
Hugss...~Terri~

Anonymous said...

We are all here for you friend. God bless.

Anonymous said...

Aww, I`m so happy to see this!
We`ve all been praying. It`s so good to see you!
V

Anonymous said...

I am sooo happy to see you again!  You really had me scared!!!!  welcome back!!!!
Becky

Anonymous said...

Welcome back! Two inch tumor - wow!!

xoxo

Anonymous said...

SO GOOD to see you back and at home......my thoughts and prayers will continue for you.....
Your positive energy is flowing through and that is a wonderful thing....take your time recovering...no rushing....PEACE
Ellie

Anonymous said...

(((((((((((((Pam)))))))))) I have signed on everyday and when I didn't see posts for so long I was so concerned. Then your sister Nancy made the message board and let us know how you were doing. WE are so grateful. OMG Pam! It's wonderful to know that you have actually been up to an entry. You were never out of our thoughts or prayers for one minute. We love you friend and rejoice that you are better. HUGS, HUGS and more HUGS, Nelle

Anonymous said...

so glad to see an update from you, Pam. Do take care :)

betty

Anonymous said...

Oh Pam.  So GLAD to finally hear from you!

You're a strong, strong woman and we've really missed you around here!

XO,
bridgett

Anonymous said...

Wow!  Take care of yourself!  This is my first time learning about you (from Becky), but I am glad that you are able to journal again!  How blessed are you, dear lady!!!!!  :-) LOL

 

Anonymous said...

What sweet relief to finally hear from you.  Our prayers have been heavy for you and your wonderful family.  You just take care and get us word any old way you can...whether you or your sisters.  Bless you all for caring right back at us!  Joyce (Boo)

Anonymous said...

So wonderful to hear from you again.   The updates from your sister were much appreciated, but hearing directly from you is better yet.  Take good care of yourself and we'll all be here whenever you feel up to writing.  

Anonymous said...

Wonderful to hear from you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When you see Nancy please give her a HUGE HUG to thank her for keeping all of us posted!!!

Anonymous said...

unbelievable....remarkable........that is what you are.  i've been waiting for an update on your "saga" since December.  I had feared the worst and thought about you regularly.  

How brave you are.  I am sending positive energy your way.

Zoe Holst

Anonymous said...

SO Glad to finally hear from you! I think about you often and am sorry your going through such a bad ordeal. Can't wait to hear more! So happy you are well enough to write again.
Shadie

Anonymous said...

Welcome Home!!  Take it easy!  My son had brain surgery 3 years ago, so we know what your going thru.  The confusion does get better!
Missie

Anonymous said...

I've just found your journal thanks to all your many friends here but I'll be back for sure. So happy your back and hopefully the worst is behind you now. god bless you!!

Anonymous said...

well look what the cat dragged in....



the best present ever!

thanks for posting pam - now i can stop biting my nails..

so glad the surgery was a success - sending postive energies your way -

love, flora



Anonymous said...

I am so happy to see your smiling face.  Everyone has been so worried about you and your sister has been wonderful to keep us up to date.  I bet you didn't know what a cheerleading team you have, did you?  Keep on going girl, you are something else :-)

Love, Sharon

Anonymous said...

I don't think you realize what you mean to me!!!
Love you!!!
Niki :)

Anonymous said...

Oh Pam!  You just don't know how good it is to "see" and "hear" from you again!  Been praying honey!  And I'll keep doing it.  Your friendship means so much....XOXOXOXO~Peachy

Anonymous said...

So glad to get an alert from your journal.  Glad your surgery went well.  Look forward to hearing from you again soon.  Your sisters have been doing a great job keeping us up-to-date!
Lori

Anonymous said...

I am so happy to hear from you!  I was shocked when I opened the alert...glad the surgery went well, and you are home!  Take care!  JAE

Anonymous said...

Hi Pam ((((Pam))))

I meant to get over here yesterday to give you a big hug and tell you how wonderful it was to know you were home and feeling better. I am so proud of you and proud to know you, I just burst out smiling when I heard you were better. We all love you so much sweetie.

Love, Carly, Alan and Elvis :)

Anonymous said...

Welcome back my friend.  Your presence was missed but your wonderful sister kept us filled in as to your progress.  
So........ where were we?

Anonymous said...

Oh wow, so glad to see you back.

Anonymous said...

Pam...I am so happy that you are home and posting again!  Thinking of you continuously!  Hugs....Lisa